I am heartbroken.

November 9th 2017 11:54pm

It is Thursday November 9th and I am saddened to report that my grandmother has passed away. I. cant. believe. it. I literally have no words, I keep saying how shocked I am. The last time I wrote to you guys was last saturday and I told you that she was back in the hospital. Unfortunately she never came home. Here is how things went:

Yesterday Wednesday, November 8th I was at school and I told my mom I wanted to come home to see my grandma in the hospital. I was able to do this because my classes on Thursday were all cancelled and I do not have class on Friday so I told my mom I would come home Wednesday evening, and she told me we could see her in the hospital on Thursday morning. My mom has always told me that she thought I was psychic, but I always just thought she was crazy and dramatic until Wednesday kinda. For some reason all day long on wednesday I felt this really eerie sense of foreboding as if something was wrong, but never did I think it was possible. When I arrived at home, my aunt was there because she had been helping my mom with my grandma and as soon as I walked into the house my aunt and my mom told me we could see my grandma that night. I was excited and my aunt went upstairs to put on her shoes and my mom told me to come sit on the couch. As I approached her she told me she needed to tell me something about my grandma and I asked her “does she look thin” I asked because I knew she had lost her appetite and had not been eating well. My mom shook her head no and when I sat down she told me that she had passed away. Guys, I really do not know what to do, I know people do not live forever and my grandma was 83, but she really had so many years left in her. She has always been such a vibrant woman who looked and acted years younger than her actual age so that fact that she is gone is completely shocking to me. Anyways I needed to vent, but I can no longer see the screen very well through my tears. I would never wish this type of pain on anyone. I will update when I can.